Wow, just about the scariest night of my life.

Tonight I've got my friend Mattie over, and my sister, her and I decided it would be a good idea to communicate with spirits, and create a ouija board. So, we get out letters from A-Z and place them in a circle on the coffee table, we placed a shotglass upside-down in the middle of the circle, then placed a single finger each on the shotglass, afterwards I said "If there are any spirits in this room, please enter the board." 5 times, then I said "if you're a good spirit, go to yes, if you're a bad spirit, go to no." not long after, we were communicating with a spirit.
"What is your name?" we asked
"I-G-O-R" the shotglass passed to each letter, than to the middle again.
I starred at kate, who starred at mattie, who starred at me.
I felt a rush through my body, and my heart was racing like crazy.
"... uh... How old are you?"
"O-L-D" the shotglass again went to each letter.
"how did you die?" I asked
"Sad" I looked at Mattie who was looking at my confusingly. She nodded at me.
"um, we're leaving now. Is it okay if we leave the board?"
"N-O"
Mattie looked frightened. We had read earlier on the internet, that when a spirit says no, its a bad sign, and that afterwards we have to take control and be stern.
"We're leaveing now." I said. "Goodbye."
then the shotglass went to "goodbye' which was placed near the middle.

We took our fingers off the glass and starred at eachother.
that was weird. Im so scared.

I beleive in Oujia boards now. They're real, and not a joke. So if you're reading this, please note, if you're doing an Ouija board, learn the risks.

DO NOT:
1. Ask about religous things like God.
2. Ask about the future (Ie. Marriages, births, deaths, lottery numbers.)
3. be rude

But yeah, research first, guys!
Loveeeeee Emily!

I'm pretty sure every girl out there just wants to slap a certain guy thats lead them on so badly, and let them fall.
(Which I swear, it happens way to often for me...)

Aaron lead me on. Badly.
I suppose I accept his apology. He admitted he'd been a wanker, and acted like a dick. and treated me like shit. Which is alot for a guy to admit. But he still acts like a total playa. I thought he was more than that. He was different to other guys, he wasnt obsessed with sex and wanted me for only that, but it pains me to think that someone like him would do that. Hes perfect. Like, amazingly perfect. I suppose we all make mistakes, but at the bluelight last night he gave me a flirty wink, a hug, then ignored me for the rest of the night.
(Jee Thanks Aaron, did I tell you that I love being lead on? Oh wait, must I tell you for a SECOND time!?)

I bet yous all hate my blog, All I do is whine. Ahah :l
But yeah,...
Journal of a broken Heart sounds more appropriate.

xxxx... To Infinity For Eternity xo ...xxxx

Well I haven't been blogging much lately because mums taken the Internet off me. Apparently I'm bad-behaved and never do as I say, and apparently the internet rules my life. (pffft, Shes probably right. But.. whatever :))

But anyway, I'm sick of trying so hard with Aaron. Do you know that feeling when you talk to someone, and they seem so interested and keen to talk to you, but the next time you talk, there's nothing there. Like talking to a brick wall. He can be so amazing, and even makes me feel amazing. But I haven't spoken to him in 4 days, I feel like killing mum. I blame her. So If in my future I never get married, and she never gets Grand-kids. Im going to Blame her - for taking facebook away from me when I was a kid.

Oh, and its my birthday next week, Friday. Just thought I'd let all you humble piczo'ers know, so you can send me tonnes of money ;D

xxxx... To Infinity For Eternity xo ...xxxx

I can't believe how much I've fallen for someone in no less than a week. Its crazy to think that I haven't even met him yet, except.. I was supposed to meet him today. -____- I'm actually really pissed off, because today I was supposed to meet him at Paradise Interchange, and go to the city with him and his friends. Gaawd, words can't describe how much I wanted to go. But, of course, it decides to rain, and no matter what I have no choice but to stay home and be miserable. I hope he doesn't hate me for it. Just to let you know, He's called Aj.